i'd like to say sorry to people that i ruined my friendship with,
i know they will not accept it but all i can do is say im sorry for not listening all the time.

i know it seems i attention seek from some but most of the time i just want to be loved and have someone to talk to because i cant get it from my own family. i know it is stupid to do, and i know that alot of my causing shit to happen is my fault because i drink to much alcohol.

i want to thank people that have stuck by me for so long and helped me realise some of the stuff i do is stupid and i need to stop and i need to start making some choices in my life and i need to change my actions.
i also wanna thank those people for helping me not just take bullshit people give me im not naming names because everyone in this journal im thinking of should realise who they are.

anyway

dru xx